First X'mas :)

Nienie...

It's our first x'mas together..
I don't need fancy celebration.
I don't need to go somewhere fun or loud..
It's ok even if u don't buy a gift for me..
(although that would be really nice..bonus++;)
All I really want is to be with you..

Like u, I didn't think of these festive occasions as anything significant as well..
But that was before u came into my life..
From then on, festive occasions have a meaning to me..

I want to spend these occasions with the person I love"
It's that simple.
It's got nothing much to do with the occasion itself.
It's about spending a special day with a special someone.
"Let's spend this day again together next year"..
"Do you remember how we went to xxx on this day last year?"
Get what I mean? :)

I'm happy today..
Even though we weren't alone together..
(in fact, was happy to have been of help to u somehow)
Even though we didn't go far..

Last year this day, I was crying away helplessly.
This year, I'm crying again as I write this entry.
Not because I'm sad..
But because I know very well,
that this day was hard to come by..
Too much tears shed before.
That's why I treasure the little things that may seem insignificant to u..
That may be insignificant trivia to normal couples..

My loved one,
let's spend X'mas together again next year, ok? :)